'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.. Bull shit!

Starting this blog, i knew that I'd have to go here; Because its only right that my (nonexistent) readers know. I can't exactly ignore it, so here it goes..

This is me(right) and Andrea(left)

She's my best friend sister. I met her way back in the second grade. We were in line on our way back from recess, and she decided that it would be a good idea to repeatedly poke me in the back.. So, i kindly turned around, and punched her in the face.. I know, its not the typical way for people to become best friends, but she was no typical girl. Anywhoo, the teacher sent us to the guidance counselor who told me it was "not ok to hit people when they make you upset" what does she know. We both apologized to each other, hugged, and from then on we were inseparable.

Andrea(far-left) Me(far-right)

Yea, i kinda look like a wild beast here.. but i digress..

She was my everything. And i know that is a little extreme to say, but when i lost her.. Ugh. I'm finally at the point where I can talk about this without crying. but it still hurts. It always will. She was taken from me. ripped right out of my life. I never thought a person could live with only half a heart, but .. here i am. She was killed. by a drunk driver. I thought that kind of thing only happened in the movies. Not to me. Not to Andrea. It kills me when people say that "it was just her time" NO. She wasn't done living. We needed here her. I need her. I miss everything about her. Her smile, her craziness, the fat man living inside her, her addiction to iced tea (Nestea and Arizona with raspberry ), the way she always made me smile, the things she wrote, her kindness.. I could go on forever. We had so many great times together. We shared so many wonderful experiences. She made me.. me. I don't think i can explain how much she means to me. I was never really good with my words..She was.

"Friendships come and go. people drift apart. But you and me, we're different. Something more than friends, something special. Just as Eve was made from Adam's rib, I was made with half of your heart, and you with half of mine. My soul sister, forever."-Andrea

I didn't want this to be a sad post, so hopefully it isn't.. but yea. At least now you guys know where i got the title of my blog from and stuff.. yea.. ok. I'm done..

"Blood could not makes us any closer, and nothing will ever break us apart. For no matter where we go in life, we'll be together holding half of the others heart."

Andrea Inara Carey 
January 29 1991 - December 27 2009